There is no innocence in this city. No tree, or flower, nor even a blade of grass grows But on the soil soaked with the blood of a people. The vast centre of this metropolis, once so bright and busy and mighty, Is a wasteland, yet, that stretches Like a gaping wound At the heart of a divided body. No smile breaks the set intensity of morning faces, Piling into subway trains that scream under the city, That hurtle back and forth, expressionless, Electric and metal metaphors for the streams of passengers they carry. There is no way to move in the other direction. No one has time to stand aside. The platform attendant calls a warning in tones That recall the commands, the boots and dogs That loaded trains half a century ago. There is no inncoence in this city, For Germans who stood and watched or supervised those movements Of a race who disappeared, into smoke. They are old, or dead now, those Germans, we are told, As if age, or death, is some kind of absolution For those enforced journeys, for what was done. For some deeds there is no expiation. Only retribution. We are not plants that grow heedless of human action. We need to look where we come from and where we are going. Look again at this wounded city (self-inflicted injuries), Symbol of the desecrated soul of a nation, Stirring again in the dark. The songwriters, the artists, the writers, the choreographers, take up the cross To expiate, to understand, to absolve, to pay Through their struggle, for what happened So that once more in this city Trees and grass can be blameless And children be born innocent. But this cross is not being taken up By the man or woman or child in the U-Bahn. Nor by the supermarket shopper or cashier. They are not to blame, their faces say, And they are in a hurry and cannot, Or will not, look back or forward. Berlin dweller, believe me, There is time to smile. There is time to stand aside. There is time to let another go first. Death awaits us all, whether we go by way of Wittenberg Platz and a shouting official, Or whether we take our time. It matters to know when and why we are going It matters to help another on the way. Thus can the healing begin. Through such small thrusts Can innocent grass break through the crumbling concrete of this devastated metropolis And new growth bless Berlin.©2000 Maria Brandl
I wrote this in Berlin in 1991 two years after the Berlin Wall was torn down