to Cynthia RE: Jealousy
Cindi Winkley (cindiw@zianet.com)
Fri, 29 Mar 1996 14:54:33 -0700
Cynthia,
I am very reluctant to have another baby after my preemie experience. =
Maybe time will change that, but I doubt it. And I was never in any =
danger because of complications like you were. You certainly are brave!
Cindi Winkley, mom to Nicolas (26 weeker, now 9 1/2 mos.)
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From: Cynthia Faullin[SMTP:cfaullin@uiuc.edu]
Sent: Friday, March 29, 1996 1:49 PM
To: preemie-l@vicnet.net.au
Subject: Jealousy
I don't ever actually feel jealous or envious of other pregnant women. =
But
I do get that longing feeling whenever I see them. God, I just want =
another
shot at it. Actually talking to you all over the past few days has made
that feeling even stronger. I told Mike yesterday that I definitely =
wanted
to have another baby and he agreed. We're still going to wait at least
another year though. I know that you're thinking I'm crazy but I can't =
help
it. I want to get huge and go through labour and experience it. My =
mother
has forbidden me to have more children, so I'm not even going to tell =
her.
What do you think? Cynthia. =20