Why? - Thoughts of a Tortoise (by Peter Elliott)

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Shall all my thoughts thought
Actions done
Be channelled into the University syllabus
Learn tricks prescribed by examiners
Only when Society deigns
To offer courses of study?

Constricted by contortions of
Convulsions of
Squirming in the irony grips of

Despairing to escape
The putrid dank slimy coils
Of gross immense snake

That towers above my quaking self
And smiles
And flickers his tongue.

Sinking desperate even deeper down
In mirey mud - swamp - clinging tearing
Sucking with hideous slow blurp-gurgle-blurp
At my vainly struggling, feebly fighting head,

Where any compromise weak-hearted temptation
means dropping jolting one-way slip
Into muddy oblivion.

Why must my sluggish moving rivers
Tepid eddying rivers
Run yes-sir no-sir willingly-obedient
Down demarcated indicated
Bedded grooves of well-worn rocks

Just to melt my individuality
In amorphous mingled abstract seas
Of Nonentity?

While mind potential latent lurks
Cross vistas vast of broad expanse
Of silent deep unknown unmoving
Store of dynamite.

I wish to breach the concrete slabs
To let the springs of thought flow free

Plummet spinning, whirl cascading
Down stunning falls
Down rapid-moving-jumping-swimming
Gushing
Streams of elevated substance pure,

To range at will, unleashed, and soar
And flower the desert waste's despair

But I can't escape from
penetrate from
Cannot scale or fly away from
Bore my scratching yearning way through

Walls of concrete prison dam
Or so it seems

And outside the deserts are still dry
And crops are dying.

---(Peter Elliott) - - Return to "The Circus" Index Page