|
Charmian
Clift
Mermaid Singing & Peel Me a Lotus
HarperCollins, $24.95pb, 422pp, 0 7322 6886 9
Charmian
Clift
Edited by Nadia Wheatley
Selected Essays
HarperCollins, $24.95pb, 408pp, 0 7322 6887 7
Nadia
Wheatley
The Life and Myth of Charmian Clift
HarperCollins, $49.95hb, 739pp, 0 7322 6885 0
AT
NIGHT,' wrote Charmian Clift one summer in the late 1950s on the
Greek island of Hydra where she lived with her husband and children,
where the harbour village had been invaded by summer tourists, where
teams of local Greek matrons invaded the kitchen in relays to monitor
the foreign woman's housework and mothering techniques, where the
water supply was rapidly drying up, where she and her husband George
Johnston worked too hard and worried too much about the inadequate
royalty cheques that continued to fail to arrive `At night,'
she wrote:
the water
slides over your body warm and silky, a mysterious element,
unresistant, flowing, yet incredibly buoyant. In the dark you
slip through it, unquestionably accepting the night's mood of
grace and silence, a little drugged with wine, a little spellbound
with the night, your body mysterious and pale and silent in
the mysterious water, and at your slowly moving feet and hands
streaming trails of phosphorescence, like streaming trails of
stars. Still streaming stars you climb the dark ladder to the
dark rock, shaking showers of stars from your very fingertips,
most marvellously and mysteriously renewed and whole again.
`Pagan' was
one of Clift's husband's favourite words for her, and one of her
favourite words for herself. But it was precisely her own passionate
capacity for nature-worship that made her such an empathetic observer
of Christianity as practised in Greece. Transcendence and ecstasy
were real things for her and, when she uses words like marvel and
mystery, that is exactly what she means. `In the strange, still
world of hot noontime,' she had written on Kalymnos three years
before:
the burning grey beach is deserted, and the sea is still
Brilliant against the dazzling stairs a barefooted woman climbs
slowly up from the sea, her head erect under a pile of black
and crimson rugs
Without lifting my eyes I can look directly
at the gilded cross surmounting the green dome of Agios Nikolas.
The sound of chanting that wells up with the wide ascending
stair seems inevitable, a vocal utterance of worship to the
source of this pure incandescence that is pouring down on the
world Be still and know that I am God! The fringed
brazen standards, the spindly black-ribboned cross are molten
gold, drawn to the source of light, defying gravity, flowing
up the cracked concrete steps.
Mermaid
Singing (1956) and Peel Me a Lotus (1959) are Clift's
two `Greece' books, generic hybrids somewhere between `travel' and
`autobiography'. She wrote them in time stolen from her duties and
pleasures as the mother of three small children and the junior partner
in the marital, collaborative writing team. These two books have
now been published together to form one of two companion volumes
to Nadia Wheatley's biography. The other, Selected Essays,
contains an assortment of Clift's columns and articles written between
the family's return from Greece in 1964 and her death five years
later. Most of them first appeared in the Sydney Morning Herald,
where her weekly column rapidly acquired cult status. In choosing
eighty from Clift's 225 published essays, Wheatley has tried, she
says, `to give a representative sample of her concerns and interests'.
This must have
been more easily said than done, for Clift writes about everything
from conscription and the Vietnam War and the shabbiness of the
education system and the repressive and sexist liquor licensing
laws (she was passionately opposed to all these things) to the sight
of her old friend Sidney Nolan unpacking paintings he hadn't seen
for years:
I had one
of those strange flashbacks that everyone has some time, to
a hot, dusty, workaday street in the Piraeus in 1959. There
was a big trench dug in the street, and shovels leaning everywhere,
and out of the trench
came an archaic Apollo, lost for
two thousand years.
It wasn't
Apollo who came out of those wraps, though, but Sergeant Kennedy,
dead at Stringybark Creek. Mr Nolan looked surprised, as though
that wasn't what he had expected. He said the pink hill had got
a lot pinker in the twenty-one years since he'd seen the painting
last. He ran his fingers exploratively over Sergeant Kennedy's spilt
blood and suddenly grinned and said `Still fresh'.
Reading these
essays, it's easy to see why Clift became a cult figure. The chatty,
charming and sometimes slightly dippy persona distracts attention
just enough from the steely intelligence, the sophisticated sentence
structure and the passion for causes that characterise these pieces
but might otherwise have rather alarmed her readers. As it was,
she showed them that it was possible to be properly `womanly' and
at the same time to care passionately about things beyond your house,
beyond your city, beyond your borders, and not just to care but
to do something. In an era that hadn't yet thought too much about
these things, her columns demonstrated that a woman, even a comfortable
Australian woman hedged about by the legal, social and cultural
restrictions of her time, could and should be an active citizen
of the world.
Towards the
end of Nadia Wheatley's massive and complex biography, she comments
on the critical response to Garry Kinnane's George Johnston:
A Biography (1986): `A tendency to retell the myth would emerge
in reviews of Kinnane's book, in which the subject under review
would by and large be the life of Johnston and Clift, rather than
an assessment of the biographer's presentation of it.' Wheatley
is referring here to the accumulation of sensational stories that
grew up around Johnston and Clift; her comment is part of a larger
argument about the way that media representations of them have always
tended to focus on the sensational material at the expense of their
achievements as writers, helping to produce and prolong the `myth'
to which the title of her biography refers.
And it's clear,
though she doesn't spell it out, that Wheatley fears not only a
similar reception for her own book, but even worse and even
more ironically that it might have the opposite effect to
the demythologising one she has worked for two decades to produce:
that it might precipitate yet another round of rehashed tutting
in reviews and articles, a further reinforcement of the myth.
As a reviewer
of this book and a reader who honours the gifts of both Clift and
Wheatley, I am determined not to fall into this trap. Unfortunately,
the sensational material needs to be sketched in order for the story
to make sense, so let's get it over with. Clift was a beautiful
young woman who in 1946 began a scandalous affair with her journalist
colleague George Johnston an older man with a wife and child
which resulted in their joint departure from the staff of
Melbourne Argus. Four years earlier and long before she met
Johnston, Clift had already, at nineteen, given birth to an illegitimate
daughter who had been adopted out. Clift and Johnston married and
left Australia; they were away, living mainly in Greece, for ten
years, during which time Johnston was diagnosed with the tuberculosis
that would finally kill him in 1970. They wrote a number of books,
some collaboratively and some individually; they had three children;
they were often desperately worried about money; and progressively
wilder stories came drifting back to Australia with returning travellers
about the marriage disintegrating in a fog of alcohol and infidelity.
They returned
to Australia in 1964, partly to capitalise on the runaway success
of Johnston's novel My Brother Jack. With Johnston critically
ill and in hospital for long stretches of time, Clift was obliged
to run the household on her own and largely to support the family;
for four years, she wrote a weekly column which rapidly acquired
a huge readership and generated a flood of fan (and, occasionally,
hate) mail. On 8 July 1969, at the end of a day of heavy drinking
and bitter argument with her sick husband, Clift took an overdose
of his sleeping pills and died at the age of forty-five.
Wheatley evokes
the complexity of Clift's character with the care of a mosaicist,
and often with much the same technique: she builds up a portrait
partly by amassing and arranging fragments of testimony in patterns
of complement and contrast. `I mean,' says a female colleague from
her days at the Argus, `every man who looked at Charmian
just, you know, wanted to go to bed with her. You didn't put it
like that in 1946, but that's how it was.' The ABC's Storry Walton,
who worked with her on the production of the1965 television series
of My Brother Jack, said: `Had she lived longer, Charmian
Clift would have been one of the best screenwriters that Australia
has ever produced.' And Leonard Cohen's memory of the Johnstons
on Hydra in the late 1950s, when he was a poverty-stricken and unknown
young poet, places Clift somewhere different again from these extremes
of siren and genius:
They had
a larger-than-life, a mythical quality. They drank more than
other people, they wrote more, they got sick more, they got
well more, they cursed more and they blessed more, and they
helped a great deal more. They were an inspiration. They had
guts.
Their `mythical
quality', however, was something at which they both worked quite
hard, for both Johnstons were self-mythologisers from childhood.
Clift wrote and rewrote an idealised version of her childhood all
her life: the story of the wild little girl running free on the
beach at Kiama, her small home town on the south coast of New South
Wales. Johnston's myth of self is the Golden Boy of My Brother
Jack, the oppressed child from a shabby suburban Melbourne house
who became the glamorous, much-travelled war correspondent. They
both kept the habit of incessantly rewriting the stories of their
own and each other's lives and selves. They dramatised what was
already dramatic, romanticised what was already romantic, and edited
out the bits that didn't fit the stories they wanted to believe
about themselves.
And it's this
dense accumulation of different versions and the multiple
Clift-masks those versions produce with which Wheatley has
to deal, quite as much as with the periodic waves of sensationalising
media interest. The prefatory Author's Note is itself an intriguing
piece of intellectual autobiography that could easily have been
three times as long as it is, and still have done this already excellent
biography nothing but more good; but, as Wheatley explains in it,
she was determined to keep herself off the pages of the book as
much as she could.
This biography
has been a long time in the writing; after its genesis in Wheatley's
partnership with the Johnstons' older son Martin, with whom she
lived for seven years, there were numerous setbacks, dramas and
unexpected developments. One can only guess how Wheatley felt (for
she honourably does not say) when Clift's first child, the adopted
Suzanne Chick, discovered her birth-mother's identity and decided
that she wanted to write a book about Clift herself; Chick's Searching
for Charmian was published in 1994, predictably provoking another
round of tutting in the press.
Wheatley is
a trained historian and an award-winning writer for children, which
means, among other things, that this book is both eminently readable
and exhaustively researched. She makes no rhetorical fuss about
her own politics beyond stating what they are in the Author's Note
and making the occasional quiet point in the course of the story.
She explains her position and her methodology in a way that reveals
just how much intellectual sophistication went into the decision
to write a traditional biography with an invisible narrator and
a straightforwardly linear chronology, a `sober accumulation of
information'. Her Author's Note manages to indicate the complexity
of her position while remaining lucid, modest and brief. The book
glows in a subdued way with the intelligence and style of its author
quite as much as with those of its subject; the writing itself is
as finely crafted as Clift's own.
The final section,
the fifteen-page Epilogue, is a brilliant feat of lucidity and compression:
Wheatley sums up the stages of the `myth', managing neither to shy
away from nor to be judgmental about the fact that Clift herself
was the myth's first and most ardent architect, beginning with the
idealisation of her childhood. One of the things Wheatley has had
to struggle with in the task she has set herself of disentangling
myth from fact is that most of the myth is factual; it's not a simple
case of, to pinch an image from Peel Me a Lotus, `sorting
through the lentils for the stones and black beetles that always
make up a quarter of the weight'.
But the thing
she's stuck with, the thing that will not go away, is that Clift's
whole being the things she said, the things she did, the
way she looked, the effect she had on other people lent itself
irresistibly to myth-making. What else are you to make, after all,
of a child in small-town Australia in the middle of the Depression
who would go down to the rockpools at night while her father and
brother fished, take off all her clothes, lie down in the water
under the clear night sky and `starbake in the confident expectation
that she would turn silver'? The starbaking ritual, says Wheatley:
expressed
the sense of being at one with the universe, which was part
of Charmian Clift's own pantheistic religion of childhood: throughout
her life she would remain to some extent a spiritual mystic,
who worshipped the elements of the landscape around her.
I remembered
this passage when I came to read Peel Me a Lotus. In March
1956, heavily pregnant with what almost everyone assumes is her
third but is in fact her fourth child (and how haunted a woman like
Clift, or indeed any woman, would have been by her absent first-born),
wide awake in the middle of a Mediterranean spring night, she finds
herself back under the stars:
My face
is cold turned up to the cold stars. Inexorable and orderly
they move across heaven, star beyond star, nebula beyond nebula,
universe beyond universe, wheeling through a loneliness that
is inconceivable. Almost I can feel this planet wheeling too,
spinning through its own sphere
There's no comfort in
the stars. Only darkness beyond darkness, mystery beyond mystery,
loneliness beyond loneliness.
Wrapped in
its own darkness and mystery and loneliness the child in my body
turns, as though to remind me of mysteries closer to hand. And I
go spinning on through space
|